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Friday, 15 October 2004
Mood:
 loud
Now Playing: Good Charlotte - Predictable
Topic: Lyrics
Something isn't right,
I can feel it again, feel it again.
This isn't the first time,
That you left me waiting.
Sad excuses and false hopes high,
I saw this coming, still I don't know why,
I let you in.
I knew it all along,
You're so predictable.
I knew something would go wrong...
So you don't have to call,
Or say anything at all.
You're so predictable...
So take your empty words,
Your broken promises.
And all the time you stole,
Cause I am done with this.
I could give it away, give it away,
I'm doing everything I should've.
And now I'm making a change,
I'm living the day.
I'm giving back what you gave me.
I don't need anything.
I knew it all along,
You're so predictable.
I knew something would go wrong...
So you don't have to call,
Or say anything at all.
You're so predictable...
Now everywhere I go,
Everyone I meet,
Every time I try to fall in love,
They all want to know why I'm so broken.
Why I am I so cold,
Why I'm so hard inside.
Why am I scared?
What am I afraid of?
I don't even know, this story's never had an end.
I've been waiting,
I've been searching,
I've been hoping,
I've been dreaming you would come back,
But I know the ending of this story.
You're never coming back,
Never... Never... Never
I knew it all along,
You're so predictable.
I knew something would go wrong...
So you don't have to call,
Or say anything at all.
You're so predictable...
Everywhere I go for the rest of my life,
Everyone I love, (So predictable)
Everyone I care about,
They're all gonna want to know what's wrong with me
And I know what it is...(So predictable)
I'm ending this right now
Posted by pzykotica
at 17:54 NZT
Losing my Blog Virginity
Mood:
 chillin'
Now Playing: Good Charlotte - Predictable
Topic: Ramblings
HOORAY FOR VALIUM....
I have way too much to write about right now. Im at a stage where I have to make some critical decisions.
I think I have my mind made up. I think too much.
It's getting awful hot here and I regret my decision to not apply for some courses down south. Summer is going to suck.
It's my grandad's birthday next week. He would have been 77 I think...
I've come to the conclusion that no man is worth putting yourself through pain...HAHAHAHA yeah like Im not going to let myself get hurt. I am a sponge.
I know I did the wrong thing by Simon. But to be honest I think I was acting my age. I don't want to be 21 going on 45 and a trophy "wife". That's how I feel 90% of the time. It was nice for a change to make a choice. Usually shitty things happen TO me.
My screen is doing trippy things....ooooh pretty colours....
All I know is - that people more often than not, come into my life only to leave. Especially men. And I have noticed I have lost so many people since dad left. It's like a curse. And now I feel like Im going to lose Nef - not that I actually had him in my life...but when I consider my online relationships just as much as IRL - I guess it's going to hurt a lot.
It's like everytime something simple in life happens that I should be able to deal with - it brings up everything that I am fucked off about. My dad leaving, my mum getting cancer, being bullied to the point of self destruction in school...fuck it's like an ingrain behaviour now.
So while my dad sits upon his mountain in his pretty house - I sit here destroying myself.
But hey, I flip the bird to anyone who tells me to get over it because there are things in life that you don't get over.
- Megs
"Maybe some women aren't meant to be tamed. Maybe they're supposed to run wild until they find someone -- just as wild -- to run with."
Posted by pzykotica
at 17:48 NZT
Updated: Friday, 15 October 2004 17:59 NZT
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